these drinks are doing me good, so why don't I just drink them?
My mum described it as when you go into the sea to swim, but its really cold,
you stand there saying how cold it is, and the longer you stand there, the colder you get
and you know if you just dive and swim you will warm up,
but you just stay there getting colder and colder,
this is what its like with my drinks.
I hate them.
At this moment in time, I have so much choice in my life
Uni, college, work, move out, stay in, get married.
but these drinks are the one thing i cannot choose,
like a ball and chain this will be ever on me and will never go away.
I also feel so alone..
I don't know anyone that is PKU closely,
I don't know if what I'm going through is normal,
I don't know if they are having the same problems and what to do about it..
I'm sorry this is a bit depressing,
but this is the worst bits of my diet,
other than that I love my diet!
I am also now down to 5 points.
which is depressing as i can bearly eat ANYTHING.
